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Batting an Eye
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Batting an eye is like wearing a neon outfit. So bright that many people can see you a mile up in space. People can see doves inside your body like blood in you. People don’t even bat an eye to know you’re there. See what is within you....

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Dear Dad, I Just Thought You Should Know
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I just thought you should know what I’m doing now. I am a happy and strong and lonely person who spends a lot of time going to school and working hard. I just thought you should know how I’m feeling. I am sad because I never met you and I want to meet you someday. I just thought you should know what I’ve been...

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Shoulders
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I feel like I’m a terrorist. I feel like I’m being terrorized. I want the power to freeze time like a stopwatch. I wanna stop time and enjoy this moment. Excuse me. ‘Scude me. I just want a little more than I could handle but, my heart gets so heavy with the weight of the world on my small shoulders....

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Home Is
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Home is fighting but happy. Lonely as if I was in a room full of people. Home is warm with how much love people can give you by showing that they care. Home is frightening like a hundred ants on you. Home is happy with lots of smiley family faces. I wish my home was bigger so I could run around more. I wish...

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Trust
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Trust

Dec 12, 2014 by

Trust is like nature. You take good care of it, it blossoms into being. Once the trust is broken by the one who took care of this beautiful nature, the broken trust is like a fire burning everything in its path. I have witnessed this not first hand but secondhand. It destroys the person on the inside and the outer image is grey and...

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I am Beautiful, I was
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I am beautiful. Once I was afraid to be beautiful. My eyes are beautiful roses in a garden. Once I was afraid to see a ghost. My personality is beautiful like a white butterfly. My style is beautiful like my warm heart. My smile is beautiful like my bright white house. Once I was afraid of gruesome nightmares. My heart is beautiful like a...

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Where I Come From
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I’m from a street where I hear gun shots or car tires screeching. I’m from faith in God. He doesn’t judge me. I’m from long line of people who care about me but are on my case 24/7. I’m from confusion about what’s good for me. I’m from laughter over people making me smile. I come from a blessed family. I’m from love, and...

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Like a Rose with Thorns
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When I go outside I see shades of gray. I wonder what I have to run from next. I see pollution killing everything around me ’cause no one cares about what happens. The flesh trying to flush itself, death trying to kill itself—in all this I try to see past the shades of gray, to focus on what I’m missing out on in life....

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When Death Comes Suddenly
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I run as far as I can Death follows me and looks Like something scary If it catches me It kills me If death comes it changes to everything When death comes I hear No sound I smell a gas smell I touch the last thing in the world The last thing in the world is a dog. –...

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Letter After a Time to Grandpa
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Here’s something i never told you while you were alive: How much I loved you; from the moon and back Many times, since you’ve been gone, I’ve though about Suicide because it felt like I was alone. With you I was happy. Here’s what’s new in my life… Hah, I don’t know. I started cutting. I tried to commit suicide. When I dream sometimes...

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Running
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When I was really little I ran away from monsters and demons. I was afraid of dying. At the time I ran toward my closet, the only door I could close in the house. I dreamed about getting captured by one because that’s what I thought about at night. When I got a little older I ran away from life. When I ran I...

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Disappearing Robot
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Unmoving, sitting still. Any movement, automatic and necessary. Alone, but gone, not there. Not there to be not alone. Gone. But still alone. But never. Always with myself. I wanna run away. From everyone. From me. Constantly reminded that I am who I am. Sometimes it’s like I wanna be sad, to have an excuse to be so pathetic. Excuses, I live by them. Most can’t or wont understand...

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Love, Sometimes
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Sometimes love is as confusing as a 1000-piece puzzle Like the days I go to school and days I don’t Because if it were up to me, I would never Go to school Sometimes it’s as tempting as my cat When he gets hurt, I don’t want To let him outside but my mom lets him Like, right now he has an abcess on...

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Soccer
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When you play soccer it makes you feel like a champion. Soccer is keep your eyes on the ball so you can’t lose the ball. When I make it, it feels like I will win the whole game by myself But when I have the ball it mostly feels like I am surrounded by lots of players....

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